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Hey guys
Long time so see...
I kind of just want to explain whats going on in my life and on my blog right now. So since the new year you have have noticed my blog has been kind of slow and when i do post its about books rather than beauty or hair which is what my blog is based on. I just want to explain myself and talk to you guys about whats been going on.
My anxiety has been getting the better of me recently and that has made we want to start reading more. My anxiety has been based around the unknown. I have social anxiety and recently its been more of a generalised anxiety and i think that has been based around me 'coming of age'. I have a big birthday coming up and i think the 'becoming a adult' and actually needing to know what I'm going to be doing with my life, i feel so much pressure to actually know what it is I'm going to do with my life. Its hard to know, I'm such a indecisive person but I'm also such a dreamer. There's so much i want to do before i die that I'm just so unsure where to start.
I feel like its more of a situational depression and that comes from a issue in my family or maybe Atypical depression but I'm no doctor so don't take my word for it.
My sudden interest in books comes from the fact they give me some release and a escape which is what i want... to get away from my anxiety which iv suffered from for about 4 years so having something that makes me relax is something i crave. I know so many people love and have a passion for books so i want to connect to all kinds of people.
I want to try posting more in the up coming months. I want to try posting more about mental health, makeup, skin and hair care, book updates, movies and fitness so let me know what you all want to see.
Starting the 1st of March i will be posting Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Sunday.
Thanks for sticking with me guys and here's to many more posts
Much love, speak soon
D
XX
Hey guys
Long time so see...
I kind of just want to explain whats going on in my life and on my blog right now. So since the new year you have have noticed my blog has been kind of slow and when i do post its about books rather than beauty or hair which is what my blog is based on. I just want to explain myself and talk to you guys about whats been going on.
My anxiety has been getting the better of me recently and that has made we want to start reading more. My anxiety has been based around the unknown. I have social anxiety and recently its been more of a generalised anxiety and i think that has been based around me 'coming of age'. I have a big birthday coming up and i think the 'becoming a adult' and actually needing to know what I'm going to be doing with my life, i feel so much pressure to actually know what it is I'm going to do with my life. Its hard to know, I'm such a indecisive person but I'm also such a dreamer. There's so much i want to do before i die that I'm just so unsure where to start.
I feel like its more of a situational depression and that comes from a issue in my family or maybe Atypical depression but I'm no doctor so don't take my word for it.
My sudden interest in books comes from the fact they give me some release and a escape which is what i want... to get away from my anxiety which iv suffered from for about 4 years so having something that makes me relax is something i crave. I know so many people love and have a passion for books so i want to connect to all kinds of people.
I want to try posting more in the up coming months. I want to try posting more about mental health, makeup, skin and hair care, book updates, movies and fitness so let me know what you all want to see.
Starting the 1st of March i will be posting Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Sunday.
Thanks for sticking with me guys and here's to many more posts
Much love, speak soon
D
XX
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